Turning point or the dead end

I sometimes wonder and is seriously confused about “Life”, we go to
work to earn money to buy food and to live. Everyday we seem to do this
over and over again. Of course with money we can purchase things that’s
pleasing and enjoyable.. but is there actually more to life? There are
love, happiness delivered by family, friends and passion.. but then at
the end of the day they all  becoming meaningless when dust becomes
dust and ashes returns to ashes.

Me, I know what I would like to achieve in life and what I want
during my time here, but is there really a point in pursuing the goal..
i can’t take it with me and once I die it all means pretty much nothing
except causing sadness/grief to others.

Sure I enjoy friends, good food, gadgets, technology, motorized
toys, being loved and cared about… but what was the point again? If
me leaving this world wouldn’t cause pain and grief to friends and
family I think I would like to find out if there is a God and ask him
the question my self!! “STOP BEING SUCH A PAIN IN THE ARSE AND JUST
TELL US WHAT IS IT YOU WANT!” And..strange enough having just said
that, *goose bumps~~* and thought.. far-out. I really
do enjoy your accompany and maybe I’ll just stay a little longer…

Being
really honest.. is it just me, or is it a common issue I can’t seem to
resist checking out good looking gals….. (Sigh.. this could cause so
much problem if I wasn’t single… Definitly a habit/instinct I could do
without.. no becoming a monk is not an option since Istill do like my
fast toys and good food and etc.)

Maybe checking out good looking ppl is the point of life… ~”~… WTF…. Hey I don’t mind being checked out my self hahahaha.

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